The Inner Christ Pt. 2

The virgin soul

THE SOUL

'Your lips, O my spouse, Drip as the honeycomb; Honey and milk are under your tongue; And the fragrance of your garments Is like the fragrance of Lebanon. A garden enclosed Is my sister, my spouse, A spring shut up, A fountain sealed.' Song of Solomon 4:11-12

"For your husband is your Maker, Whose name is the LORD of hosts; And your Redeemer is the Holy One of Israel, Who is called the God of all the earth." Isaiah 54:5

"For I am jealous for you with a godly jealousy; for I betrothed you to one husband, so that to Christ I might present you as a pure virgin." 2 Corinthians 11:2

When one gazes upon the Holy writ with an unveiled face, one sees nothing but a tale of love. A tale of the lover in pursuit of his beloved. A tale of a husband in pursuit of his runaway bride.

This bride is a sleeping beauty, unconscious to the truth of the world; ignorant of the reality of her father and husband, the ineffable prince charming. This sleeping beauty is cast into a world of darkness and ignorance because her spouse, the light of the knowledge of God, is missing from her world.

She is cast into ignorance; she is asleep because she is separated from her prince charming. She is asleep because she is separated from Christ the light, her husband and her father.

Who..? Who...? Who can awaken this princess except he who comes with a magical kiss? Who can awaken this princess except he who was, will be and yet is?

Without a doubt, this beloved bride is the soul and her husband the ineffable spirit. She is a child of the spirit because out of the spirit came the soul. She is a bride of the spirit because into the spirit the soul must return.

As the rib came out of man to form the woman, so also did the soul come out of the spirit to form our inner woman. As the woman must be joined again to man to form ONE flesh, so also must the soul be joined unto her Lord to form ONE spirit.

Every human being has a masculine spirit, Christ, and a feminine soul. The matrimony of the physical man and woman are but an expression of the union of Christ the spirit and his bride the soul.

We make no mistake in affirming that the soul within every human, male or female, is absolutely feminine. The Greek word "psyche" and the hebrew words "nephesh" and "neshamah", translated as 'soul' throughout the bible is of the feminine gender.

The greek word ‘pneuma’, translated as ‘spirit’ is of the masculine gender.

This might sound strange to some of us who are only familiar with the english language, which in itself is young and without much spiritual depth. More ancient languages like Hebrew, Latin, Sanskrit, Mandarin, Arabic etc. do inculcate spiritual principles, as well as gender, in their language and alphabets.

The soul within every man is a woman in principle. The feminine principle is receptive and the masculine projective. The soul of man is receptive in nature. The soul is the bride of the spirit.

We must at this point state that there are two counterbalancing forces in all the manifest universe:

The masculine and feminine, Spirit and matter, the good and evil, the push and pull, the Abel and Cain, Jacob and Esau, the projector and receiver, the day and night, the sun and moon, the atomic proton and electron, the planetary north and south poles, the Hebraic Adam and Eve, the Greek Ouranos and Gaia (heaven & earth), the Chinese Yin and Yang, the Hindu Ida and Pingala.

These two polarities exist in all the manifest universe. By "manifest" we must emphatically state that we are referring to everything that has "come out" of God.

Within God himself separation does not exist. In Christ the contraries are reconciled and held together simultaneously without confusion. In Christ there is no male or female, jew or greek, bond nor free. In God all polarities are perfectly equilibrated.

God is both masculine and feminine, this is obvious, seeing as all of his creation is divided into one of two polarities. We also see clearly that in Genesis 1:27, the image of God, Adam, is male-female simultaneously.

In Genesis 2, this "image" was subjected to the world of opposites when God divided them into two, being man and woman.

Counterbalancing forces of nature

Life cannot flow continuously without the harmony of these two forces. There is no place in the infinite space where one would find two magnetic north poles attracting each other. The unity of like polarities does not ever give birth to life. Such union is a destruction of the fundamental law which upholds the universe. A continuum of reality can never be established without the harmony of opposites; parallel lines can never meet.

As a side note we must state that the Yin and Yang does not exclusively belong to the Chinese anymore than Jesus Christ exclusively belongs to the Hebrews. Humanity can only perceive truth and express it in their language and idiosyncrasy, but truth exclusively belongs to no one. Truth is a property of the great collective. Truth is God itself.

The feminine principle, the yin or eve, is receptive in nature. That is it receives an impression, gestates it and brings forth a new creation.

In basic human terms we can say that the feminine (pull) is impregnated by the sperm of the masculine (push), incubates the seed in the darkness of her womb and brings forth a child of their union.

The Masculine and feminine principles are not limited to what we understand as ‘living things’, being - human, plants and animals. In actuality, everything in God’s universe is alive, has consciousness and has a gender. This is true down to stones and even up to planetary bodies.

It is for this reason that nature is called "a mother", seeing as she receives a seed (push), incubates it in the darkness of her womb/soil (pull) and gives birth to a child/tree. The concept of nature being feminine is prevalent in every culture on earth.

It is written that Adam was formed from the dust of the "ground". The Hebrew word translated as 'ground' is called "Adamah". "Adamah" is a feminine name due to the "ah" suffix attached to it.

Anyone familiar with Hebrew or any of the more ancient languages knows very well that their words and letters are given masculine, feminine and neutral connotations.

We are right now attempting to expand the minds of our readers to understand the concept of gender and sexuality beyond humans, plants, animals and even this physical dimension itself.

This is very crucial to understanding the spiritual metaphors of the bible or any spiritual text. The ancient men ‘veiled’ their writings and buried their spiritual meanings in metaphorical stories and fables.

All those who believe satan is a literal snake and Jesus is a literal baby ram need stop and look closer.

In Genesis 1, the spirit hovering over the waters and ‘speaking’ into it for it to give birth to light is absolutely sexual. Sex, the matrimony is at the foundation of creation itself.

The spoken word of God is a seed, a sperm; the waters are a womb. This is why it is said that one is ‘born again’ when they come out of the symbolic waters of baptism.

The ancient men paid great attention to the polarities in nature and inculcated the sexes in all of their arts and crafts. They embedded it in all their teachings and writings because they knew very well that everything in creation was built upon the union of opposites; everything was built upon the holy matrimony; everything was built upon the principle of SEX.

There is nothing in creation that does not have ‘union’, sex, matrimony at the foundation of its existence. This is true down to the amoeba and up to the stellar giants. Stars and planets are created from ‘collisions’ of nebulous matter.

A great sign of a degenerated culture or mind will always be sexual perversion and misappropriation. A culture, for instance, which ascribes to one sex more importance over the other, is certainly out of balance.

Misogynism and feminism are an imbalanced way of thinking. They are products of a fallen mind, not a heavenly one. The fallen mind seeks separation, the heavenly mind seeks union.

The final crystallisation of disharmony or sin within a people is homosexuality on the physical plane. The beginning of homosexuality or sin is a soul, a woman, who is not receptive to her husband the Christ; a soul which disallows the sperm of Christ, his word, to be planted in her womb that she may bare children or fruits of the Spirit.

You know a people have strayed far from God when men begin to mate with men and women with women; as though life can ever be produced from such a mathematical error. This is a destruction of the fundamental laws of nature, this creates a mighty imbalance on multiple dimensions simultaneously.

Many think homosexuality is limited to a man or woman engaging in an inharmonious physical sexual intercourse but this is not so. Physical homosexuality is but a dense expression of the disharmony that already exists within humanity.

If majority of people were more honest, majority of people will testify that they at some point felt an unholy attraction to someone of the same sex; even if it was for a single moment; even if they never acted upon it.

This is because sin in itself is homosexual in nature. The Hebrew word for sin, “Hata”, means ”to miss”; it means to be inaccurate; it means to put something where it doesn’t fit. Speaking when one ought to be silent is sinful, silence when one ought to speak is sinful. Sin itself is inaccuracy, sin is homosexual.

Putting acid into the physical body is ’sinful’ to the body. Acid in itself is not evil but becomes evil when it is used in a homosexual manner; when it is merged with something it was not supposed to. Sin is produced when something functions beyond the parameters of its design. Sin is homosexual.

We need to start understanding sex from the perspective of balance and creation, not pleasure. Pleasure is but an incentive; it is not the purpose of sex.

The final condensation of sin among a people will always be sexual perversion and ultimately physical homosexuality, our history books will confirm this.

Before the fall of all the great nations in history came intense sexual degeneration and perversion on all dimensions.

Sodom and Gomorrah, Babylon, Ancient Egypt, Israel, Greece, The Roman Empire, England, France etc. Seeing as there is nothing new under the sun, it is clear to any spiritual eye that its only a matter of time before America falls.

This is not a curse, this is just spiritual mathematics and accounting. Anyone who really understands the prophetic knows that every seer is a mathematician and works with mathematical probabilities and checks and balances. He predicts effects on a lower dimension by observing causes upon a higher one, this is not a secret.

There is no effect on the physical plane that does not have a cause in the higher planes of life. This is why whenever Jesus healed people he said “go and sin no more”. Obviously sin, which begins in the realm of the soul, is the root of all physical ailments and ultimately death.

In this case of America, one does not need to be able to penetrate their vision into a higher plane to see any causes. All the causes for a serious backlash are already physically evident; it is only a matter of time till the effects crystallize.

Homosexuality begins when we, the soul, start to establish our individual will on earth, neglecting the will of our father in heaven.

The end of such will always be ruin. We can say ‘God destroys them’ and it is true on a level, but in truth they destroy themselves by trifling with the balance of nature. “He who sows the wind will reap the whirlwind”.

Remember, God does not ever destroy anything without the aim of rebuilding something more beautiful. Destruction is not an end in itself, but the beginning of a construction. Remember “Passion of The Christ Part 1”.

No one can ever break God’s laws. Either we harmonize ourselves with it or it completely defeats us. God created the human body and its laws, the moment there is a chemical or mechanical imbalance within it we say “he is sick” or “she is injured”. If this imbalance is not corrected, the body is ultimately destroyed and the soul becomes disembodied.

The laws were created for our benefit. “Pain” in the human body is designed to teach us how to and how not to use the body. When we feel ’pain’, the body is saying ‘hey! stop doing that! you’re destroying me!’. It is for our benefit. Laws are what keep the universe together, its what keeps the earth in its orbit.

Imagine if Jupiter woke up one morning and said: “today my friends, I have decided that I no longer want to be called Jupiter; I am now ‘earth’. For this reason I will leave my orbit and place myself in the orbit of the planet earth”.

Obviously we know the outcome of such disharmony will be the destruction of our planet. There is a reason why each planet has its distinct orbit.

Imagine if our hearts woke up one morning and said: “brothers and sisters, today I realize that my outer appearance is a disguise. Truly I tell you, I am really a kidney on the inside. From now I will be a kidney”.

Some might laugh at this, and think it ridiculous, but the same negative effect such instability will have on our physical body, is the same effect such faulty human reasoning will ultimately do to humanity as a whole and our planet.

God‘s laws in any dimension are for our benefit, either we harmonize with them or we transcend them. Its impossible to break them. The law always responds with a bigger backlash.

God Laws within one dimension can be transcended if we begin to function by the laws of a higher dimension. This is why Jesus could walk on water and Phillip could teleport. This is how miracles are ‘technically’ performed. There is nothing in life that doesn’t follow set regiments.

They are performed by functioning from a higher plane and impressing its laws on the lower dimension. They don’t break the laws, they put it under subjection. There is no dimension in God’s universe that is lawless, we must understand this.

The laws of one dimension can be put under subjection if one learns to operate by the laws of a higher one. This is why a man ‘who is truly in grace’ transcends the law of Moses. The law of Moses being a symbol and aggregation of all the laws that govern the lower dimensions of nature.

Many today claim they exist in the dimension of grace but how is this possible when they ‘continue in sin that grace may abound’? Was Jesus, who is a picture of a man in grace, breaking the law or fulfilling it? It is written:

“But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, longsuffering, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control. Against such there is no law.”

‭‭Galatians‬ ‭5:22-23‬ ‭

We need to learn to read between lines. Why did Paul say “against such there is no law”? This is because these qualities are of a heavenly order, a superior existence.

If the law is not against the fruits of the spirit then what is it against? The works of flesh.

Many think just because they say “I believe”, they can commit any atrocity without consequence. They believe the law is no longer against the works of sin, just because they say ‘I believe. How can this be? Such reasoning is absurd. No one can mock the law.

The law of Moses is only permanently abolished in the lives of those who no longer continue to break it. It is progressively abolished in the lives of those who begin to pick up the cross daily and live by the spirit. The law is a great teacher, it is not an enemy.

Only one who becomes spiritually mature, a ‘barmitzvah’, son of the commandent, no longer needs tutors and governors. So long as we don’t understand that pride harms us more than our neighbor, we still need the law to teach us. A man fully in grace is an embodiment of the law not a mocker of it.

You can’t say “i’m a christian, i’m in grace“ and commit murder or theft and not expect its consequence. The law will ALWAYS be against the works of sin. The wages of sin will always be death; it doesn’t matter what we claim; it does not matter what we believe.

Even if we escape the carnal courts of law we will never escape the court of the immortals; the heavenly Sanhedrin who judge men and angels.

Grace is a living and active reality of those who have died and are dying to the law by putting to death the criminal in themselves; the carnal man. It is not a claim of mouth. To such people heaven is not a reality to be experienced tomorrow, heaven is experienced RIGHT NOW. Such people are known by their fruits.

One can harmonize themselves with the laws of a dimension, if they understand them intricately. The laws however, can never be broken. No one can defeat God’s laws. God himself does not break his laws, Jesus came to fulfill the law not abolish it.

The aeroplane is flying not because it is breaking the law of gravity, no. It is flying because through mathematics, carnal science has calculated the measurement of the force of gravity per surface area and counterbalanced it with an aerodynamic design and engine power. It works in harmony with gravity.

To anyone who has a true spiritual eye, this here is the principle of sex; though in a very incipient form. They can never learn how to fly perpetually nor with clean energy without the wisdom of God. To approach gravity without the exact counterbalancing force is completely homosexual, the end will surely be a crash.

There is no great scientist in history who did not attribute his learning to God; we must look up our history. It is impossible to understand this world or ourselves without contacting the architect of the universe.

Its obvious humanity has been ignorant of the principle of sex and balance, thats why we are destroying our ozone layer with excessive carbon monoxide emission and inviting more radiation into our atmosphere than the planet can manage. This is purely homosexual.

Let us go and study the geometric designs and architectural patterns of the ancient men. Let us go and understand how the great pyramid of Egypt is still able to stand after 7,000 years without a drop of cement. Why is gravity defeating our structures made with cement and iron but not defeating ancient stick and stone structures?

There is a reason God gave specific measurements to Noah for the ark. There is a reason God gave specific measurements to Moses for the tabernacle. There is a reason God gave specific measurements to Solomon for the temple. These are principles that exist on many dimensions.

Anything that upsets the balance in nature, that goes against the will of God, is absolutely homosexual; a false union. It will surely crumble like the tower of Babel; simply because it was built in disharmony. Homosexuality in this sense represents the uniting of two things that are naturally supposed to repel each other.

For those who have ignorantly declared themselves enemies over "physically" homosexual people, as though they themselves are without defects, let them first go and remove the log in their own eye. Homosexuality exists on many dimensions and all produce death. We all need cleansing and are not better than anyone. Love is the greatest healer.

Repaying bitterness with bitterness is absolutely homosexual. It can never give birth to life, it never produces harmony. Fire + Fire only brings more fire but fire and water equilibrate themselves. The solution to rage is not more rage but serenity. Rage is a projective force, serenity is receptive.

Love will always slaughter hatred. Love is both projective and receptive. Love in itself is a Holy matrimony. Love can bend in whatever form required of it per time. Love can come with a soothing pillow but it can also come with a flaming axe.

Listen, the earthly must unite with the heavenly and bare upright fruit. Man ought to be wed to the creator, not to creation. To be wed to creation is absolutely homosexual. Homosexuality being the uniting of things not designed to be united.

Our readers must understand that we are speaking of matters of sex and homosexuality on all dimensions, not only the physical plane.

Homosexuality is the abuse of sex and misappropriation of the sexual force. Sex, harmony, the matrimony, is the foundational power of reality; it is the power of God. This is why he hates divorce, its beyond physical things.

The consequences of misappropriating this force on any dimension will always be inharmony. Inharmony is the mother of all death. There is a reason why sexual immorality in any form is extremely highlighted at the root of every culture on the planet.

If all humanity became physically homosexual, all humanity will perish within a century; seeing as a homosexual union can never produce a continuum, it can never produce life. This is divine mathematics and economics, this is not sentiment.

It is people who are ignorant of spiritual economics that have sentimentalized everything about God. There is nothing sentimental about telling us to forgive our neighbor, we are not doing God a favour but ourselves.

Unforgiveness is a greater poison to us than it is to our enemies.

Some might be surprised to see a discourse on sex beyond the basic way we understand it. Sex, in truth, exists on every dimension, though its expressions may differ. Let us read James as an example:

'Then, when desire has conceived, it gives birth to sin; and sin, when it is full-grown, brings forth death.' James 1:15

Can something conceive or become pregnant without a ‘form’ of sexual intercourse? Why is James ascribing 'material' conception to the 'immaterial' desire of the soul? Of course, this desire spoken of here is in reference to Genesis:

The harlot soul

'So when the woman saw that the tree was good for food, that it was pleasant to the eyes, and a tree desirable to make one wise, she took of its fruit and ate. She also gave to her husband with her, and he ate. ' Genesis 3:6

The word 'desire' here is the Hebrew word 'Chamad', which literally means 'to covet'. This same word was used in the 9th commandment that states: "thou shalt not covet (chamad) thy neighbors wife". How can our "desire" or "covetousness", an aspect of the soul, get pregnant? By the "word" or "seed/sperm" of the serpent.

To speak plainly, without satire, when one receives a seed into their mind known as "thought", we ponder on this "thought" for some time and build on it. This pondering or building process is a gestation period within the womb of our minds, as a mental fetus is being formed.

When this process is complete, we express this gestated thought in the form of a physical action; whether this action might be speech or any other physical expression. This expression we can say, is the child of whatever it was that impregnated our minds in the first place.

A violent outburst is a CHILD of the spirit of anger, who planted his sperm within our mind. Obviously, love; patience, temperance, forgiveness are all fruits or CHILDREN of the Holy Spirit who impregnates his humble and loving bride.

If we don't understand these concepts, it will be hard to understand books like Jeremiah, Ezekiel, Hosea, Isaiah, Joel etc. Let us investigate:

'“Bring charges against your mother, bring charges; For she is not My wife, nor am I her Husband! Let her put away her harlotries from her sight, And her adulteries from between her breasts;

“I will not have mercy on her children, For they are the children of harlotry. For their mother has played the harlot; She who conceived them has behaved shamefully. For she said, ‘I will go after my lovers, Who give me my bread and my water, My wool and my linen, My oil and my drink.’' Hosea 2:2,4-5

One can easily read this and think God is saying he is going to kill "innocent" children, "just because" the mother conceived them through prostitution. Listen, "we wrestle not against flesh and blood" said Paul. God is not here referring to physical harlotry of physical women but the harlotry of the soul. It is the root of ALL perversion.

"The mother" here is the soul, the unfaithful bride of Christ. The mother here is you and I who have prostituted with the spirit of anger and given birth to violent outbursts and rage. "The lovers" are all the different "thoughts" we have harboured within us and allowed shape our thought process.

When we are offended by someone, we immediately attract thoughts of vengeance and malice, this is true. When we are around someone who fits our category of "attractive", immediately, lustful images begin to flood our minds and we entertain them.

If we are to speak without a veil nor satire, we would say that these "negative thoughts" are actually living personalities, entities and beings which seek to find their expression through the vehicles of our minds and physical bodies.

The moment we are offended or filled with lust, we begin to vibrate in the infernal dimensions of nature and attract personalities that correspond to the frequency we are emitting or ‘feeling’.

We won't go in depth into such matters today. We would however say that these personalities seek to impregnate us and have us birth their children of evil. This is why God said to the serpent:

'And I will put enmity Between you and the woman, And between your seed and her Seed; He shall bruise your head, And you shall bruise His heel.”' Genesis 3:15

Obviously from this we see that both the Christ and the serpent can have children. We see that we can either bare fruits, children, of the Holy Spirit or we can bare fruits of the spirit of this world. Unquestionably, we see a purely sexual conversation happening here; though not of a physical nature.

These children, these fruits are evidenced in our expressions. This is why Jesus said 'by their fruits you shall know them'. These fruits, these negative qualities that we have permitted to exist within us is what God was referring to when he said "I will not have mercy on her children, for they are children of harlotry".

'For I am jealous for you with godly jealousy. For I have betrothed you to one husband, that I may present you as a chaste virgin to Christ. But I fear, lest somehow, as the serpent deceived Eve by his craftiness, so your minds may be corrupted from the simplicity that is in Christ. ' II Corinthians 11:2-3

Why is Paul here likening Eve, the feminine, to the mind? Why is he attributing ‘virginity’, a material concept, to the mind? What is this corruption spoken of if not the harlotry of the soul? What is the product of this harlotry if not children/fruits of death as rightly said by James?

God will never have mercy on the fruits/children of greed and pride that we have created in our hearts, in our minds, in our souls. There is no law against the fruits of the spirit but against the fruits of the flesh the law waxes strong.

These qualities must and will go to the cross. These qualities must be destroyed that another may rise in their place. These qualities must die that Christ may resurrect. For this reason David said:

'Let his days be few, And let another take his office. Let his children be fatherless, And his wife a widow. When he is judged, let him be found guilty, And let his prayer become sin.' Psalms 109:7-9

We are in this time laying a gradual foundation. We hope our readers are doing their personal research into all that is being said herein. Please do not take anything here at face value, its necessary we study and meditate that our own personal illumination on the same truth might come to us. Feel free to drop questions and comments below.

Next week, by the grace of God, we shall continue on this matter of the soul and speak about The virgin Mary and the repented harlot Mary Magdalene. I suspect that from the little that has been said here we can already begin to see the story of the two Mary's in a deeper light. They all speak about internal things. Shalom!