The Nature of Sex (2.1)

Star of David

Today we continue our discussion on the subject of sex. This write up will be broken into two parts. The first will relate with the emotions and the mind, the second will relate with our physical bodies.

Behold the majestic symbol of the star of David, two triangles intersecting one another to form one shape; a six pointed star. Indeed, this is a deeply sexual symbol; a deeply matrimonial symbol, seeing as sex, union and marriage, are one and the same thing.

'Or do you not know that he who is joined to a harlot is one body with her? For “the two,” He says, “shall become one flesh.”

But he who is joined to the Lord is one spirit with Him.'

I Corinthians 6:16-17

Indeed, it is not in anyway coincidental that the star has six points. The number six being representative of ADAM, the image of God, who was created on the sixth day as "male-female". Indeed, the image of God is a marriage because God himself is a marriage.

'Then God (Elohim) said, “Let Us make man in Our image, according to Our likeness;.. .” ' Genesis 1:26

'So God (Elohim) created man (Adam) in His own image; in the image of God He created him; male and female He created them. ' Genesis 1:27

The intersecting triangles represent union and creation in all forms of nature, but most importantly, they represent the union between Christ and his bride, heaven and earth, the spirit and the soul. The descending triangle represents Christ coming down to unite with us and the ascending triangle represents us going up to unite with him.

It is good to remind us that our entire universe has a battery, our universe has a primary source of life, vitality, vibration and fire. This fire, this light, is older than existence itself and such, predates any name given to it. Today, for the sake of our finite understanding, we call it the Christ. It is good to remember that 'Christ' is an english word. The english language is only 1,400 years old.

In the grandest way, this life, this light, this energy, this 'resonance' of God, unveiled itself in the form of Jesus of Galilee 2,000 years ago. Unfortunately, many have made the honest mistake of thinking that Christ is limited to that humble form he picked up for our sake. No, "before Abraham was, I AM", said the Christ.

'Therefore, from now on, we regard no one according to the flesh. Even though we have known Christ according to the flesh, yet now we know Him thus no longer. ' II Corinthians 5:16

It was Christ that led Abraham across the Jordan. It was Christ in Moses that led Israel through the red sea, it was Christ in Joshua, Yeshua, Jesus, that led Israel into the promised land. It was Christ in David, Ethan Asaph etc. that wrote the book of psalms, it was Christ in Solomon that built the great temple. It was all Christ, it has always been Christ, it will always be Christ.

Christ is life, Christ is light, Christ is energy, Christ is fire, and it is able to express itself in an infinite number of ways. He is the heartbeat behind the heartbeat of every star, he is the flow behind the flow of the rivers, he is the fire trapped inside our crude oil, he is the very sound created from the clap. There is nothing that exists that does not exist by the life of Christ.

Yes, even the very demons in the abyss exist by the life of Christ, though they channel it for destruction. All power belongs to God. For how can there be a lie if there is no truth? All lies are but a corruption of the truth, all lies need truth, life, energy, CHRIST, to exist. There is nothing that exists that does not exist by the life of Christ.

Indeed, there is nothing that Christ cannot be found in, nothing. Though like fire, it can build but it can also tear down. In the sun, when nuclei of hydrogen collide to form helium, he is the flame that becomes released to put the planets into motion.

If the planets did not have a magnetic field, generated by the 'matrimony' of the north (male) and south (female) magnetic poles, the same sun light that feeds us will utterly destroy us. When energy is not harnessed and transformed to build, it completely consumes anything in its path.

Energy is a double edged sword, fire is a double edged sword, Christ is a double edged sword. It is not good, neither is it evil. Energy IS, light IS, Christ IS. The same Jesus who said:

'Blessed are the peacemakers, For they shall be called sons of God.' Matthew 5:9

is the same Jesus that also said:

“I came to send fire on the earth, and how I wish it were already kindled! ' Luke 12:49

'do you suppose that I came to give peace on earth? I tell you, not at all, but rather division. ' Luke 12:51

This is because there is a time for sowing and a time reaping, a time to be born and a time to die, a time to build and to tear down. Fire, light, Christ, is beyond good and evil.

Friends, bare with me as I patiently continue to lay a foundation.

In the moment of sex, whether it be the collision of hydrogen atoms, or the collision of the river with the walls of a dam, or the collision of us with a painful or pleasurable circumstance, or the collision of a man with a woman, energy enters into activity and if it is not harnessed and transformed, it completely consumes all in its path.

SEX AND THE EMOTIONS & MIND

Psychiatric science does not deny the relationship between mental disorder and sexual addiction. The bond between criminal violence and pornography is no secret to psychiatric science. A survey was carried out on porn stars and a great percentage of them spoke of how their sex occupation terminated their ability to 'feel'.

I personally had an unhealthy relationship with pornography and masturbation for a number of years. I was incapable of loving any woman. My emotional centre was exhausted because I was perpetually wasting the very battery of my human organism. I was a walking hazard to women and caused great emotional damage to innocent girls who fell in love with me.

I must sincerely confess that defeating pornography was one of the most challenging battles of my life and I am still very careful of consuming any kind of media that is remotely pornographic. My friends sometimes laugh when they see a grown man close his eyes when a 'make out' or sex scene comes up in a movie.

They don't know they are the ones to be laughed at. When one puts intense mental and emotional concentration towards a particular direction, in that moment a 'micro entity' comes into existence. It is created from the substance of their thought and emotional pattern in that moment.

If that moment is facilitated by the 'transformation' or ejaculation of one's seminal waters, male or female, that entity becomes even more fortified. It exists with an appetite that corresponds to the emotional and mental state of its creator when it was formed. In simple language, this is how 'demons' or whatever we want to call them come into existence.

Devourer

This is why leaving any kind of addiction, especially pornography, is extremely difficult. All those years of masturbation and concentrated lust creates entities within us that have an appetite for it. They use our emotions, mind and body to nourish themselves. All organisms eat foods that correspond to their environment. Emotions and thought are a substance. Demons created from the substance of anger feed on anger and the more we indulge them, the more they grow.

I want us to know that this same principle has its inverse. When we practice love, compassion and obedience to our father, we give birth to 'fruits' or 'children' of the Holy Spirit that equally have an appetite for more forgiveness, more love, more empathy, more compassion.

In the name of truth I must confess that on multiple occasions, in the place of prayer, meditation or whatever we wish to call it, I have been able to sink into myself and interact firsthand with entities of this kind. I am not speaking of what i've read in pieces of paper though there are many who have spoken of these things. Be wary of anyone who says they are the only one who knows a thing, reality does not function that way.

The same way a poor physical hygiene gives birth to physical bacteria that feed on us, so also does poor emotional and mental hygiene produce 'bacteria' in that dimension of existence. It doesn't matter what name we want to call it, it exists.

This for example is why people have PTSD. In the event of their trauma, their heightened terror or dread created within them an entity that continues with an appetite that corresponds to that specific feeling of terror. Paranoid people see fear in everything because they have created or have within themselves a 'micro entity' created from the substance of fear.

My friends, I am not now sharing things picked up from pieces of paper. I battle with great anxiety after posting write ups of this nature. Obviously there is a micro entity in me that is afraid of being a laughing stock, a madman from Alice in wonderland. Nonetheless, I will not fortify it by fulfilling its appetite. I will obey my Father and write, whether I am laughed at or not.

When an exorcism or 'deliverance' is being carried out and one sees their brother or sister screaming and saying unbelievable things, it is those micro entities, demons, astral larvae, or whatever we wish to call them that are speaking.

It is impossible to disintegrate even one of these entities without the fire of the Holy Spirit, it is impossible. One can starve them by feeding on God's word and performing the will of God. To disintegrate them, to kill them, is another thing entirely. This is why one can easily pick up a bad habit after 10 years of abandoning it, they simply rejuvenate that which was already in them.

At a later time, an entire write up will be devoted to this subject. For now however, its important we remember that in the moment of 'interactions' of any kind, energy is put into activity and it can either be channeled negatively or positively. My indulgence in pornography led to the formations of many mental and emotional monsters within myself. My search for unrestrained pleasure led me to pain.

When one utterly commits oneself to the search of boundless pleasure, pain is the only outcome. The 'sadomasochist', who can no longer feel pleasure unless he/she is inflicting or receiving pain, is the final outcome of slavery to the sexual force. Today, it is normal to bite, scratch and even punch one's partner in the sexual intercourse. Once upon a time I enjoyed things of this nature, obviously my mind and emotions were deteriorated.

The Roman Empire had a whorehouse on almost every street, they gave themselves completely over to pleasure and it enslaved them; it deteriorated their minds and it turned them to devouring dragons. This expressed itself in their desire for global conquest. Truly, only those who are enslaved seek to enslave others.

The very life force within them, the very power of Christ within them, with an original aim of creation, was transformed into a of force evil and destruction. It created devils and destroyers in their psyche and it expressed itself as their insatiable lust for sex, blood and money.

Indeed their goddess Venus, who was originally a symbol of sexual purity, became a symbol of harlotry and her temples became brothels. It is good to say that life is what we make it, the greatest blessing can become a curse and the greatest curse a blessing. The force of sex, life, energy, is not evil but it can be if we make it so.

Wanton fornications in the middle of the street no longer satisfied the Romans, their slavery to pleasure so deranged them that they began to take pleasure in watching people kill themselves in the arena; they would force slave girls to dance naked while they unleashed lions to devour them. Lust overpowered them and they became devils.

It is good to say that lust is not limited to excessive desire for physical sexual intercourse but it also expresses itself as gluttony, hoarding, drug addiction, inability to control one's tongue, rage, wanton violence, and all manners of lack of self control.

In this 21st century, it is so difficult to speak for more than 15 seconds without someone interrupting us or we interrupting them. This is because we are unable to put the energy of a new thought arising in us under control. The moment the thought arises, it does not matter if the person in front of us is finished or not, we immediately speak. This is lust.

Before God released me into public writing, I once had an incredible lust for spewing information recklessly. I would say anything to anyone who cared to listen. It was very hard to keep the huge amount of things I was learning contained and it still is. I was leaking all over the place and it bore little fruit. Through certain unpleasant circumstances, God taught me restraint and is still teaching me.

Indulgence teaches us how to abstain and abstinence teaches us how to indulge. God sometimes makes us abstain from things in order to teach us when and how to use them. God sometimes allows us indulge in certain things in order to teach us when and how not to use them.

The necessity for control, and transformation of substances from one form to another comes into play when a sexual intercourse is initiated. As we've explained, this exists in every dimension and Jesus taught transformation of energy when he said 'bless those who curse you'.

Indeed, there is intense pleasure in cursing those who curse us but this inevitably leads to pain. Greater however is he who can take a curse and transform it into a blessing by the power of love and compassion within them. The physical body of Jesus was suffering greatly by the Roman whip, but he who was within the body was experiencing a joy we cannot understand.

When we breathe in oxygen, it becomes transformed inside our lungs and we release carbon dioxide which the plants and atmosphere need. Even though those roman soldiers were spewing poison at Jesus, he was transforming it into what they needed: love and compassion. It was necessary he prayed for their forgiveness.

As the Alchemists of medieval Europe taught, Jesus was transforming 'lead to gold', ashes to beauty. The suffering provided him with the raw material to create an even greater joy. Sometimes our circumstances are raw materials which can be transformed to great wealth within us if we allow God teach us. Any curse can become a blessing and any blessing a curse.

There are men who can turn $10 to $1,000 and there are some who can turn $1,000 to $1. It is written:

But the more they afflicted them, the more they multiplied and grew. And they were in dread of the children of Israel. ' Exodus 1:12

Opposition, collision, sex, on any dimension provides a stimulus that can either build us or tear us down. Nonetheless, once energy is set in motion, a change must happen. We can either harness it and channel it in a way that it builds us or we become enslaved by it.

Not everyone who enters fire becomes great, but there is no great man who isn't made from fire. Sex, collision, on any dimension, is not good, neither is it evil. It simply provides us with an opportunity to increase or decrease. It is up to us to decide what we want to achieve, anyone is free to do what they want.

Energy unrestrained is a devouring and consuming fire and there is a time and place for that. Energy harnessed and channeled to a specific direction is an inspiring and uplifting fire and there is time and place for that. The seminal waters, controlled by the endocrine system, is the most potent reservoir of energy in the human body and it is directly related with the metaphysical aspects of that individual.

Let us contemplate...